a whooping one month!

Selamat sejahtera kepada haridin haridat sekalian

Patik telah MIA for 1 month kerana telah start berkerja kat Penang Hospital..

I am currently working in the Surgical department, yes i am the most junior of all, for the 1st 2 weeks new posters in every department have to TAG, that means to be a TAGGER , which means 6 am -12 am every single day for 2 weeks (NO,no there are no weekends)

and no too, being a tagger doesnt mean to just watch, it's a period where you are suppose to learn up everything asap to be able to be ON CALL.

On call means to be taking care of the whole ward alone after everyone goes home at 5 until the next morning, then continue working until 5 pm. yes 36 hours standby..

there are 5 types of calls in surgical dept, 1st call(active male ward), 2nd call(active female ward), 3rd call (passive male ward), OT(operation teatre) call, and HDA( high dependency A?) call.

currently 1've done 3 calls, which include OT call and 2 passive calls. there was one i did back to back call, which means to be on call 2 days in a roll.

My next call is tomorrow which is an active call.. so scared.. hopefully no one dies.. so far no one died in my care.. hopefully trow no one will be the 1st, i visited the female active ward after work today, there was some unstable patients lying there.. with family members reading quran.. T.T

My life pretty much resolve around only the hospital and the patients and the only friends i have in penang are Doctors.

HAHAHAH

vce dasvidania.. i wanna go recharge for my call trow.. zzz

pre Pangkorness

CPY i miss u! oh that's my kaki lepak/ "since young play until big punye gf" ^_^.

everyday is better bcos of u ! :D thank you for temaning me this holzz.. dunno what i'll do with out u ler baby *kiss

I miss u cos i saw a dog that look like ur dog...

I'll be leaving for my Kursus Kenegaraan trow.. to Pangkor..

Lets wrap up my Ipoh adventures in my express collages huhu~




I hope I ll get KL, so that i can be close to my sisters.. Yesterday i saw my senior, she had half day holiday for hari selangor! how cool is that?!! i thought we ll never get any off days..

Good News, my 40kg clothes has finally arrived! check out my cool packaging =_=



Neway, I ve been really bZ these few days, bcos i gotta go shopping for working clothes, yes i am a working adult now, i wanna high cut skirt n hight cut pants! :( but i think some bitchy old MO in th hospital will say i mengada-gada, so tak boleh so high profile.

That's me in Formal attire!



*7th Sept is my Virgo sis's 20th bday, we celebrated at home on Sat, then again in KL on Mon, :D



Yummy Choc Molten Cake @ Chilis

* on Sunday night i dine-in @Bubba Gump/Bubblegum & shrimp , Sunway. it was a really shrimpy dinner, shrimps everywhere, The service was really good compared to MidValley's Chilis.

AMARAN: dun tamak for their birthday treats @ Bubba Gump & Shrimp, bcos the birthday boy accross the room had to stand on the chair and shake his bootie along with their 3 minute birthday song!! Jangan Tamak jika tak mau shake bootie!!!

After that we went down to KL.. SKY BAR ^_^ first time there v exited to see sexy pretty girls in gorgeous dresses and a pool in the middle of the bar, and Most, the NIGHT VIEW of KL from 33rd floor was breathtaking!! pity that i only had with me my Iphone camera.. bit wasted.



I think i ll be back there again for some serious photo session! But the drinks super mahal $$$ , next time my treat *winks!

Latest UPDATE, i cut my hair again!! cool boh? ^_^



ok YAWN.. gotto get ready for pangkor trow, Signing OFF for now, TC!

Penguin Pangkor !

OK i ve got my call!!! the call i've been dreading the whole day, but not on my phone.
at 6:36 pm DAD came in to my room, told me my induction course is on the 9th at Pangkor Coral Bay Resort.

I looked at my phone, then look back at him and asked "how you know?"
Dad evil dun wanna tell and said he dreamt bout it. RWER, after almost 15 minutes of begging only he told me.. he say i stupid didnt check his phone...

Finally i got a date, finally the waiting is over! MERDEKA! suddenly i feel grown up, i turn to dad, suddenly he looks older than when i left for Moscow.. :( suddenly mata berair.. ok banjir dy..

ok pangkor, here i come...

3rd of Sept 2009, a Thursday

I got a shocking msg this morning, DHANI got the call.. the call anticipated but also feared by all medic grad... INDUCTION CALL... he is gonna be reporting @ port dickson this 9, (6 days from the call).

Is my call coming too?, my phone screamed while i was chatting with dhani on MSN.. *phew maxis ADV only.. *phew..

I want that call, because i am too bored n tired of waiting, restless, i ve never had such a long and lazy holiday b4 in my entire life. too much rest.

But i am also scared.

Yesterday i went to Klinik Kesihatan Ipoh again for my 2nd round Medical Check Up, i met a 1981 Punjabi Dr, lets call him Dr Singh, he was telling me

"ohh russian grad, hehe better becareful ar.. many got extended uh"

STRESS, plus he also commented on my ketakde semangatness.. ok it was hot, n the cue was long kay.. :(, but the truth is when he started talking bout extension of russian grads n i terus takde semangat dy then he terus detect my status malei..,after that i felt scared n sad and everything negative..

the negativity outburst continued the whole day.. and night...and dawn.. i hate my negativity, it destroys me and the people i love.

i need to buy working clothes...

i shall carry my lazy ass to kl to shop.. dun really have mood to shop lately becos i dun want to use my credit card.. *rephrase my dad's credit card

why arent there hospital tokyo on the houseman list..

kay.. gtg ciao..

aku EMO *bish sendiri

Bimbotic Penguin

Its a boring day LALLALA, so i decided to dress up secretly in my room for no apparent reason to celebrate my RM29 sunglasses ! Woohoo,

*sorry my mirror is very dirty, thats why i like fitting rooms' mirrors.. :P
ok i ll clean it later.. trow kay... :P

I've been walking & driving under malaysian sun for 2 months without sunglasses, i didnt want to buy one bcos i bought one mahal one recently from moscow, but it is in my boxes, which are still traveling .... bis... cis....


oh.. i had my first nail art done last week... damn cheap 18rm nia.

so.. must celebrate also...

backache..

zzz

<3

To you On September. bfms

Happy Hari Hachini ^_^